I felt that way for a long time, it does pass as you get your feet under you with all this garbage from WAS. You will get there, just keep working on accepting, detaching and YOU. Dig for the great "you" that can deal with anything life throws at you.
She is in there....
T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm