Rough and Denver: Thanks to you both for the words. Its exactly what I needed...and honestly its exactly what I knew to be true. Im going to stay the course, im going to continue to smile and love her through it. I battle very hard between not pursuing and coming off as 'cold'. Im working very hard at simply being cordial, it seems its another trait of mine that needs some work...im either in or out, I really need to find some medium ground.
This really hit home Carnac, I couldn't agree more. It’s like were talking about our relationship or it's business, it's actually 99% business. There’s NO in between. One of the posters used a conversation starter that I really like. “What’s been the best part of your day today?” I haven’t used it but I really like it. I really shouldn't be thinking about this much because I am trying to convince myself that I am moving forward.
