Time for an Introduction...and Thanks

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Thanks Brian,
You're right. I don't want to be with the man he is today. I think that's part of the reason I am so so anxious about even seeing him. He's a stranger in my H's body and I'm unable to predict how he's going to behave or what's coming next.

Sad (but much appreciated) that it takes relative strangers on a support board to validate the "goodness" and "worth" in each of us. Something we should be getting from our spouses anyway.
I am so thankful to be able to come here and get your words of support and encouragement.

How are YOU doing??