Out to sea w/no land in site - which way to paddle

[TD35]

I did most of it through conversations with people who experienced the same thing. Online and in person.

Thanks Chatter. I am building a similar network. In a way, and maybe this is twisted, I am doing this without her for me. I dont want to be without her, I would rather face challenges n life with her, but she is telling me we are not in that place and I am not going to allow this to be a reason she has to stay or has to be nice or has to care. If she chooses to that will be great, If not, I still need to push forward. I am the one that doesnt have a choice whether or not to participate.

I always appreciate your words of support.