Lost and confused

[Soul.Searching]

Thanks Wendy, that's what I'm thinking (need to stop thinking and get to sleep!)
The thing is he has been calling/ texting. Not a whole lot but still. We talked for about 15 mins today and I was the one who ended the conversation. I'm sure I can see regret in his eyes at times when I do see him. I'm sure sometimes he is thinking about kissing me. Right now, I think the "pull" of single life had got to much of a hold of him. He wants to go away all the time for work and I think has been offered even more away jobs since he moved out. He wants to save up and buy a motorbike ( his living bill free with his Mum right now.) he wants to go out drinking however many nights a week he wants to. He wants to have sleepover with his friend (male) and stay up drinking all night.