Just journalling Update Usual good mornings yesterday Nothing last night from either of us, nor today so far. I was busy on the phone to gf from 830-1030pm (evidence of Tumbling the Chatterbox) so too late to do any good night stuff anyways
This is hard for me but I am managing my expectations. Accuray said that I should try to manage my "hunger" for attention. So I am posting here instead of contacting H. He said he would phone before Thursday at the end of our conversation on Monday. I said "O, really?" and he said "Yes to confirm arrangements". I'm not bothered if he doesn't tho would like to know what time he is thinking of coming over.
Question/Advice It's been very freeing mentally not to be around H I havent had to watch my words incase they have a negative effect I felt self conscious on the phone I don't want to feel constrained tomorrow night Do I need to prepare some ansas in case he asks anything?
ME41 H39 T12 M9 Ilybinilwy 10/2010 H moves out 11/2010 H moves in 09/2011 out 11/2011 Try to fix it alone, give up 07/2012 Tumbling to file 02/01/2013 :-) "Strong on the inside, soft on the outside"
