best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

So at this point I am not really sure what to do. How do you go dark when you have almost daily contact? Do I make all my contact business like? Or do I stay on the same path of being supportive and trying to speak WOA when she seems receptive? I don't think anything I do will stop a d. It looks as if I will have to continue this journey unmarried. I am at peace with the current state of things, that doesn't mean that I want this.

There was something posted on rough's thread about being completely ready to move on before anything will click in the WAS. I have had that same sentiment pretty much from the beginning, it seems my sitch just progressed a little faster than most.