Lost and confused

[Soul.Searching]

OMG I found a poem I wrote when I was 15 ( it had the date on it) I just cant believe how much I (now 29) can relate to a poem I wrote when I was 15.
I was going through a really rough time. I found out that the person I thought was my father, was not. (he never played the Part anyway.) the worst part was that I had never even seen a photo of my bio father. ( still haven't to this day.)
The poem is not the best but the words fit for how I'm feeling now.


Life

If you sit and think about it,
Life is really quite strange,
Then just when you think you've worked life out,
Everything seems to suddenly change.

When things change within yourself,
When your lost and there's no one there,
You've got no one to turn to,
Maybe you the only one to even care.

So when your all mixed up,
When you carn't work out what to do,
Then look inside yourself,
You will find your heart will always be true.

You will eventually work things out,
Although this may take a while,
Things will finally get better,
When they do, you can be happy and even smile.

The real true path to happiness,
Well I'm sorry but it's up to you to find,
The best way for you to do that,
Is to work things out in your own mind.

Look to your friends cause they will always be there,
Cause true friends are precious and rare,
Once a true friend is there,
You won't find anything to compare.


I wrote that when I was 15. About 5 months before I started dating H. Two totally different situations but I find it interesting that 15 year old me had a lot of the thoughts and feeling I have now. It just blew me away. Especially to find it now, hidden away in a folder when I haven't seen it for years.