Wow, you guys are just too much for words. Rough, Tori, AS, AT, Starsky, Denver, 25, Williams, KG, FIO, Afa,7720, CB, Vero, Unbidden, and everyone else who's been around during the last few days.

I feel like I was about to just let myself fall off that #$%&* bull and you guys came in to cheer me on. Total strangers, people I'll probably never meet in person, yet, some of the dearest friends I have at the moment. I'm still a mess. I can barely see the screen right now, my eyes are so teary. But heck, thanks to you all, I don't feel so alone anymore.

I just talked to my doctor and he's prescribed me some A/Ds that he'll have delivered at home tonight (he was rushing out to an emergency). He said that it's the same kind as Wellbutrin, which he can't get in this country for some reasons.

Thanks again my friends,

Freshman Class of 2012

M-49
W-42
1D-10
T 10 YEARS
M 9 YEARS
EA/MLC 07/2010
Separation 28/05/2012
PA confirmed 31/07/12
W Asked for D 31/07/12
D on and off the table since then