Stop this crazy train I want to get off!!!

[wishing, hoping]

So the counselor agrees to put off the appointment and wants to have an appointment for just the adults. I told her I was willing to do what was best for my son. She asked me if I believed H was pulling a power move on me to control me and my son. I said yes. She can't pick sides but she strongly suggested to me that if we all cannot get on the same page that perhaps I should contact my attorney and see what I can do to get counseling sessions court ordered so that H cannot fight them. She told me S needs counseling and if necessary perhaps a guardian ad litem is necessary. Yes she can't pick sides and is looking out for S but I don't think she is fooled by H's actions. Felt good that she can see through the facade as well.

And after that huge temper tantrum H acts like things are totally normal at S's band concert tonight. Wants me to save him a seat even. Really? Then he asks if I have signed the mediation papers. No, I say. I wanted to say after all this you still expect me to be agreeable with you? But I kept quiet.

Turns out H's attorney is going on maternity leave in a few weeks. That will anger him as well I am sure.

Tomorrow kids and I are heading to a waterpark for a few days. I am even bringing one of S's friends so he has someone to hang out with. I hope H lays off and let's the kids have fun but I am not holding my breath!!!