Lost and confused

[Soul.Searching]

Thanks AJ.
It was just a shock to hear. Gave me a visual that I didn't want. I just couldn't let it be done. I'm thinking maybe that is a bit of a mean are from mars thing.

I'm still kind of emotional inside right now. I'm slowly but surly getting better though.

Honestly I don't think he is ready to hear what she wanted me to write. She wanted me to tell him my theories about how he didn't want history to repeat itself but that he made it happen. Just the man leaving instead of the woman. Especially if it is a MLC. He needs to figure that out by himself if it is true.


No I haven't read the five love languages. Money is pretty short for me right now. I did buy a second hand book yesterday. How to heal your broken heart. I had only read a little bit when H turned up to collect stuff. It did have some things that made me think. Just as I started typing this my copy of DR turned up. So I think I will read that one first.

I really do appreciate the replied. It helps a lot to see other people POV.