Man hug ----->. (((((( Arsene )))))) I've been trying to get to your thread for awhile now, and want to extend my support to you as well. Times like these will come and go. Cycling is horrible. The ups and downs. Meds can help stabilize some. Use them as a temporary crutch until you are able to stop them (wean off of).
Stay strong because you are strong. Your D loves and needs you! We're here for you.