H texted this morning and just got off the phone with him a few minutes ago. I did ask him a few questions that probably weren't appropriate but couldn't bite my tongue hard enough to stop myself. Didn't bring up the REAL reason why he is there but did ask if he was doing okay and how he was feeling. He said that he might stay an extra day. From the conversation he assumed that I was doing fine here without him. When he told me that he was was thinking of staying another day I told him that I was hoping that he would be coming home a day or two earlier. I know, bad move but I couldn't help it. He said that he had made a commitment to himself, whatever that means.
I have slept a total of about 30 hours since he's been gone on this "journey" and I know that I can't stop him or help him but I want to get on a plane, find him and kick his a@@ back to reality!
Maybe I should move over to another forum. I'm beginning to think this is more about depression or possibly infidelity than MLC.
