Hi NinaNina, My husband is not talking to me as we'll. I admit I haven't had very good luck at keeping my mouth shut. I can go for several days, then feel the need to send an email. He never responds. I know I've probably made every mistake I can regarding our R. The thing that really corks me is....he is the one who had the affair, walked out on me and my Ds, is in the middle of a MLC....and I'm the one trying to "fix"it al!!! It has taken a couple of months for me to realize and accept I don't have control over any of it. I can't make my H do anything.
I am determined to not send another email to him. He is overseas for the next three weeks, so I won't call him (didn't before anyway). He is defiantly "hiding" from everything and everybody. I remind myself everyday to do for myself and my Ds. I need to work more on getting back on track with my life. I've been unmotivated to do almost everything in my life.
I go to work. I attend whatever my Ds are doing. But, I need to get my health back on track. I need to stop neglecting my chores at home. It is hard to take care of everything myself. But, there is no other choice.
I'm working on being ok with or without him. Very hard to do. We have been together since I was 15. Keep in touch and let me know how you're doing. :o)
