Thank you for your input Grateful. Yeah, I feel like whatever we say means nothing to them, and they could easily say something back like what your W said smirk So I am kinda scared of saying anything right now. Well, H is not contacting me at all, so I guess somehow it's a good thing I don't get to say anything....

And, it sounds to me that your W just brushed off all the happy times in her head at the moment! And yeah, they'd say it's too late that we change for good, sometimes, it really hit me that I start to wonder if it's too late..... But I really don't think it's too late.... I wish I could show H, and show myself that I could save our M....

I'll try to work on myself more, this is hard to not think about how they'd react to our changes though....

Good luck to you Grateful, I hope you'll be able to show W your M still has a chance!