KG you are being too hard on yourself. Good to acknowledge all that stuff but u are hardly a monster. Right? There must have been good qualities for H to M you in the first place. I can't believe for a second that you are all bad and nothing good. Yes the anger is a problem. You know why i think we use anger. Is less painful than the other feelings, in our heads we think it is stronger to be angry than scared, sad etc... Maybe u need to feel that other stuff and be ok with it. Start looking at your strengths some time. Bet there are lots of them.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
