So we went to the arrangement, and it was quite ok.
When we met she was happy, we talked and she almost immediatly startet going into how she stopped smoking, startet exercising, eating healthy and so forth. I told her, "hey great, nice to hear and hope it works out. I also started doing some of those things". She seamed almost emberrassed half way through talking about it, don't know why. She then said, if there's going to be this much change already then why not change more(or something to the effect). After this she had lapses of happiness and looking a bit sad. Strange how suddenly SHE is the one feeling the need to tell me how she changed.
I don't know why she is bringing this stuff up, it feels imposed not natural. Maybe she feels I'm not broken enough, and I need to understand the gravity of the situation? She should know I do though.
She is quite stubborn and proud, so I'm questioning "if she wants to come back, will she ever work up the guts to ask or talk about it?"
For the next two days I will try getting her out of my mind for a bit. And I haven't checked her fb page for 24 hours, yay! *laughing* Lets see some ME time!
Together for 8,5 years. S2 Interest in OM. She left 29.09.12 b/c we couldn't work things out. No signs of OM, not digging. Living in seperate homes, sharing custody.
