Just as I'm starting to feel strong... I get kicked out at the knees.

I received a email meeting invite (WTF!) from W scheduling an appointment to talk tonight. Talk about impersonal.

I knew more conversations would inevitably come. I don't know why this surprises me. But it literally took my breath away as my heart fell to the floor.

I have no idea what she'll want to talk about, or what she'll have to say. Probably something about separation. Or worse, something about starting the paperwork. Ugh.

M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done