Journal Entry
Reading my post you may say what are you doing about yourself? Since June I have really stepped back and began finding myself. I was never comfortable leaving our S or the house. I always thought I needed to be home working on something or being there for our S. I lost who I was. This opportunity has brought me back to who I really am. I have become stronger and am not as afraid of confrontation and that it's important to confront my feelings. I went down the list of things I felt pushed our M away and a list of what W was not happy about. A lot of the problems can be fixed with solution-oriented goals. We weren't communicating well with each other. I just hope she will see the changes and want to make things work. I can't push her to do it. She needs to be the one to end the A and ask to work on our marriage.


H: 35
W: 37
S: 7
T: 10
M: 8
OM: Apr. 29 2012
PA: Aug. 31 2012
DWord: July 29 2012
DWord on hold since Sept. 23 2012
DB'n Since October 8 2012