When he first left I fought the urge to text him, message him. Ect. Trying to get answers. I did occasionally but I fought the urge more often.
I haven't had that need in so long. But now I feel like I am pulled back into this vicious cycle of wanting to message him often. So I can try to figure out where he is coming from and what he is thinking.
I haven't sent a text or message yet, but I want to so bad. But then again this has been going on for 2 years. Does it really matter any more ? Do I still have to play this game ?
Ugh. Just frustrated today !
Me:43 H:43 T:20 YRS M:15 YRS Bomb: 6/9/08 Bomb#2 7/6/10 Served with papers at work 7/13/10 DD:14, DD:11
