so, am i the only one who is rather more "delicate" first thing in the morning????? it drives me nuts=- once i get going i'm okay and even evenings are not as "grusome". i can't figure it out- i hate feeling droopy- it's so not me - it's so jerky..... i can't figure what the heck to do exactly to snap myself out of this bad "routine" if that's what it is. i DO need the coffee - badly - to get myself "up". i'm totally in hunker =- down and watch the budget mode- or i'd think i should go to mcdonalds or somewhere for coffee would be good.

so - now that i say it- when my sister isn't working early- i can go there for coffee- get dressed and get out (til i have some kind of work to go to) - well, anyone who has a brilliant idea for making yourself feel chipper the minute you jump out of bed- i'll be glad to hear it. maybe i'll put coffee in a covered cup and walk it off - will try that tomorrow failing anything else.

is fresh air the answer to anything???.