Never thought of it that way, like a bad movie. It is a really bad movie!
OK. So, now I'm picturing myself in a little English village somewhere in the Cotswalds. I think I live with Miss Marple or maybe I'm a character in a Rosamund Pilcher novel. I have the Aga stove I've always wanted, a thatched roof and a beautiful rose garden. I'm sitting by a roaring fire in a comfy, old chair. Miss Marple is making me some tea. Ok, OK... I can do this. Maybe this is why God gave me this bizarre imagination!
Heather
Your final line made me think of the expression "God never gives you more than you can handle".
Some day I am going to send God a STRONGLY worded letter about that notion lol.
Your reference to the "cozies" also caught my eye. I just discovered Carolyn Hart and have been thoroughly enjoying her mysteries. Can't figure out how I missed her work before.
Keep holding on. Better days must come.
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.