Ok, so here's what the mood was the last few days: crap! I'm angry at them both one minute and then I'm sad sad again. It's the weekends, I know it. I miss those nice days and getting in the car for a ride to a destination or to nowhere. So what did I do? I got in the car and drove. Started feeling just ok and then it hits me again. The why and the how could he and all those sad feelings. I try to listen only to happy music and that helps sometimes. So it carried over to today when I went to work. I pray and ask for strength and that's all I can do. Then I try to read. I'm hoping that something will change sooner than later. It's very disturbing because I want to see a change now. Oh my..... I know; patience. It's good to vent too.

M-59
H-58
2 S, 1 D
2 Gr. Ch.
T 20 YRS
M 17 YRS
ILYBINILWY 4/21/12
Caught H and OW 5/25/12
H Left 6/5/12

"Do not regret growing older...It is a privilege denied to many."