I see only positive things in your sitch, Tumbling. Your GAL'ing is paying off. And I remember having the same feeling when my H seemed more interested: do I have time? Do I WANT to have time for him? It was like a flashing thought in my head, and I would quickly squash it. I don't know why I had these thoughts. In my case, they might've been steered by my fear of getting hurt again...
