Riding the Bull

[Denver_2010]

I just said I wasn't feeling well and she offered to give me a massage.

I didn't reply and she came in the room with oil and gave me a full body massage (I was in my underwear). The lights were off and thank god for that. I was in tears to whole time. It was nothing intimate, just a massage but to feel here hands on me was too much to take.

Consider trying wellbutrin. Was the one that worked for me.

Why would you subject yourself to this Arsene? You're setting yourself up to be hurt when you make choices like this. Also, you continue to let your W know that you are just there waiting for her.

I still don't know what to make of my entire sitch but one think I read that 25 has written lately rung a bell. At one point, she realized she'd be ok, even without H and that was a turning point in her. I need to make myself get there.

That's the place to be. Hard to get there though.