Don't mean to gang up on you here Ed, but Butters is dead on here... Why don't you go ahead and do this: For one of your next posts, throw up some goals that you have FOR YOU. What are your plans to start taking the steps you need to take to become a better person?
These goals should not exclusively include your S. Although time with him is extraordinarily important, time for YOU is also very important.
You can't continue down the path you're on. It's not good for you OR your S... Don't you want to set a good example for him? You need to show him you're strong and can get through this, and help HIM through this. Spending so much time blaming W for her issues, wondering about her whereabouts or activities... Well these things do nothing but keep you down.
Listen, I'm no expert at DB, as I'm VERY much in the thick of things right now, but I've seen enough to know when people are at least on the right path or the wrong one. And you are most certainly on the wrong one.
