best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

Had to contact W again for more info regarding d. I continue to try to add some humor in some pretty difficult discussions. W commented about the sense of humor, I just said I'm trying. She said I know. So it would seem she is noticing. Noticing what exactly I don't know, but I am starting to feel like myself again.

The person that she was attracted to. The one that was great on his own, that didn't need anyone to be happy.

Along with the feeling of peace that I found today, I think I have gotten to point where I am releasing expectations. I feel like I can breathe again.

Hopefully I can translate all this into some proper DBing. Just being happy on my own is a great first step. It is time to dance, oh wait I don't have much rhythm. Time to start some mean toe taping.