You can do this! It's slowly dawning on me that I have some control over how much drama is in my life.
I have lived the last nine months feeling as if I was at the mercy of H, OW and whatever crazy thing they did next. I'm starting to "get it." I can protect myself and the kids. H can go ahead and act the teenager all he wants, but I want no part of it. I have the right to keep his MLC distant from our home and family.
I still walk around with that anxiety--"what's gonna happen next" and I keep reminding myself that however he ACTS, I have the choice in how I "REACT."
It's easy to block someone's phone number on our cell plan. I'm trying to do the same thing with my heart. It's been through enough.
By-the-by, I completely understand how incredibly difficult this is. I'm right there with ya... wish I wasn't.
Haven't texted today.
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
