It's funny how a little thing can set back a flood of emotions... I'm sitting here in my sister's house, waiting for my next meeting to start when I noticed something I hadn't seen all weekend. Tucked away in a corner is a picture of me, my W, and the rest of my brothers and sisters (and their significant others). We're all smiling SO brightly as we're getting ready to attend a sporting event which we make an annual pilgrimage to see.
Seeing that picture made my heart skip a beat... I must have stared at it for a few minutes before snapping out of it...
So I came back to my PC to write this... venting I suppose... Or just wanting to write out, once again, about how I miss W and wish I could be doing more to move the sitch along.
This darkness stuff can be hard! I'm sure the urge to reach out will fade as the day moves along. And the wanting of her to reach out to me... well that'll stick around for a while.. but I think that's normal.
I know I need to expect that this darkness will be prolonged. When I GAL and keep busy, It's much easier to deal with. But in these moments of waiting, the darkness feels... well darker!
I guess "This too Shall Pass" is appropriate here...
Maybe ? Has not for me 100% And if you look back I am sure you can think of other pictures that trigger some memories.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
