hi & thanks for note. you made me feel better- i would love to even think for a minute i was handling this better than anyone in the universe. thanks for sayin it..
i can screen them- and now i know i shouldn't even have picked up. i swear- i don't know what moves me to think more of myself and my control than it warrants. oh well- won't make that mistake for a long long time to come.
i'm going to make the rest of the day better. get busy- get out of the house- drop off this application & resume- finish cleaning upstairs so i'm living in tidy and pleasant place & SPACE. why in the world i only clean for company is beyond me- i need it to be nice for me. NOW - so typical of me- why WOULD i ever do for someone else what i won't take the time to do for me?
this long-term "disconnect" with this man (who was my main connection in life - in the universe- for soooo long) is soooo creepy & wearing. i'm going to go find an ibuprophen for my head- and neck crick- and finish sewing this cover for my stupif foot rest. one thing off the to do pile & better to look at every time i walk thru the living room.
