Arsene, I've been thinking about you, and there are all these new posts! The only thing I can contribute is that I also lost a lot of weight and that's bc your body burns way more calories when you're under this crazy stress. I don't know if you cry, but crying also burns a lot of calories--I know by experience.
Also, I echo 25's concern about the meds. Wonder if you'd be better off with antianxiety meds.
The financial stress/living in a diff country, all that stuff is contributing to the stress in your W and you. Stay strong, and I know things will get better.
Thanks Tori. As it turns out I am on anti anxiety meds. I'm pretty confident I can manage the living here part as well as the financial aspect of it. I've been up and down with these all my life and was never a big worrier for such things. I know they tend to work themselves out.
It's just my W that I can't seem to get off my mind lately and yes, I've been crying more often lately. I don't know if I'm reaching a new stage in the development of my sitch or if it's because she had seemed to be coming closer lately and now she backed off. It might even be comments made by D8 lately, about her mom never being around anyway. I don't know. It's just a lot to take right now. I read my posts of a week ago and I felt so together and strong and now this.
I'll know I'm bound to bounce back.
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then
