It's funny today I met a woman from my home country. She's been here over like 20 years or so. She asked me why I moved here, I said mostly for my H. Then she gave me this look and said " How can you two from different countries live together? How can you even communicate?" Then, I started to tell her how wonderful my H was and how we liked same things, and so on without even thinking about how bad of a situation we are in right now frown Then i felt a bit sad, like I couldn't really make a point saying "we are very well fit together".... I miss my H... But I don't think he misses me as much.... I understand though. How I wish I could hold H's hand and chat with that woman....