I think I may have screwed up.

We are having this Halloween Party next week because it's something I always wanted to do. We have a wooded trail and we are "haunting" it. It's something pretty outta character for me to entertain and have fun.

So, I texted H today to see if he would mind us moving his tree stand and using it. He responded immediately, which surprised me in a huge way. He said it was fine. I texted back thanks and then told him what we were going to use it for--briefly.

In the past, I've been pretty disrespectful of H's stuff--especially after I found out about the OW. So, I thought this would be a bit of a 180, asking him about the stand because I know it's something important to him.

So, he, again, responded immediately and told me "Good Idea."

Well, then I shoulda quit while I was ahead. I got excited because that's the fastest he's responded to me in months. It was like "OMG, DB is working!!"

I was sitting at the roller rink at the time-watching our D10 skate. This is a really BIG deal because she has Asperger's and, a year ago refused to go to the skating rink. Today was her first time and I was so proud of her.

I sent another text saying "Watching D skate at the rollerrink."

Then, sent another one--I know, I know!!! ugh--saying,

"thought you would like to know."

He didn't respond. Ick.

Feel like I blew the progress. HAVENT' SENT ANYMORE!

Blah.

Heather


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