Well my 180's hmmn...I am trying not to be detective on her...although I still check the cell phone bill to see who she has been calling..but i don't question who she is hanging out with... Last night she was supposed to come over to carve pumpkins and have dinner...she ended staying another day at her parents cabin and did not tell me until late after I had made dinner and cleaned like a madman and psyched myself up....she apologized and I forgave her instead of holding on to my anger but she is flaky...she will come by tonight with the girls and we will try again today...
detachment is hard I am not Buddhist but I remember a quote "Think of your death and bring your practice to its culmination" I think this can cut across to a lot of lines. It is amazing how long this 3 months have lasted..in the past time used to fly by...
