My birthday turned out to be really fun. Some friends threw a bbq and bonfire on the beach for me. It was a cloudy day and was sprinkling early but it cleared up and we had a really great evening together. I feel really blessed to have the friends I do, IRL and here.
W texted her hope that I enjoy my birthday.. I texted back thank you.
I had some bad nightmares about her and our sitch last night (maybe from too much partying?) ... and would wake up feeling unsettled and sad but reminded myself that i am surrendering and that this is in God's hands... that truly helps.
so the white flag is still waving!
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13
