That's exactly it. I would feel so hurt and used. I have to protect myself first. Believe me I would love to too, but the time has to be right. I need to feel sure this is moving in the right direction. Or I would feel used. Ecspecially when he leaves and goes back home with his OW. Maybe if and when they are really done it will be different.

I don't know I should tell him all that or if it even matters or what ?
Confused as always !

Me:43
H:43
T:20 YRS
M:15 YRS
Bomb: 6/9/08
Bomb#2 7/6/10
Served with papers at work 7/13/10
DD:14, DD:11