It wasn't the great restful night I was hoping for but I seem to be in a better place today, I guess. I feel numb, but still sad a bit.
I'm taking D8 to see a 3D animation today. I can't afford it but D8 needs it as much as I do so the heck with it. Let's treat ourselves.
7720, I hear you my friend. Not easy but you're doing all the right things. I wish I could tell you it gets easier with time as I'm sure it does. I'm just not there yet either.
I weighed myself last night at a friend's house and I'm a bit worried about my weight loss. I'm at 139 lbs which is way under norm for a 5'9" male (I haven't been this thin in over 30 years). The thing is I've been eating 3 meals a day (sometimes forcing myself to do so)and drinking lots of water and eating lots of fruit in between. I thought I was doing all the right things but how is this normal? I'm also exercising every morning and doing 45 minutes of laps at the pool 3-5 times a week. I went from wearing tight Medium size and 34 waist to wearing loose Small size and 32 waist (and now I'm losing my jeans so I'm considering getting size 30s). In other circumstances I would be happy but this worries me a bit. I'm starting to look gaunt. Any advice?
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then
