best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

I am out, at a friends shooting pool, having fun. Anger has subsided. I am in control.

W called to tell me she was on her way up north to stay the night with the kids. She is going a day early, because my son isn't doing well. I asked why not and she said she thinks this is all starting to hit him. So as much as I wanted to suggest Retrouvaille and making it work between us, I bit my toungue.

I can do this.

I will reflect later on the rest of your post. Thanks again