I think I see the picnic!

[2chiquitos]

Hi Lisa7 - I hope you're doing well! Thanks for stopping by.

Thank you Bklynmom - I have some time to myself this afternoon and a pumpkin patch festival at S4s school tomorrow. So it should be nice weekend.

bustingout...I truly felt it last night. H called 3times back to back after he left last night and text me "have a good nite." I didn't respond. It's best to say nothing when all I could think of was - STOP CALLING ME! STOP TEXTING ME!!

Journal,
So as some of you know I got on the alt. Bad idea. I regressed. Hs pix came up and I called him. That's right! I was acting like a newbie at DB. I called him to tell him to find another pix because that's the one I had posted for him and he used it so that no one would know I was in the pix next to him and S4.

I think God intervened because he didn't pick up. I put the cell away on vibrate so I wouldn't hear him call back. So I wouldn't answer and remember how I angry and hurt I am about all this.

Instead I kept my mouth shut.

I'm still angry/hurt but I need work on not reacting to my anger/hurt. That wasn't a good example of detaching.

I need to take care of myself. My moms gonna trim my bangs so I'll look cuter than I already do! lol!! And H is picking up D1 so I will be child-free for 4hrs! WHOoo HOoo!

Then going to see some friends from the program to work on Step 1. This is much needed.

Also my sponsor told me to make a list of resentments. With anyone or anything. That will be interesting.