I text her with something for us to go do tonight and her response, "Not sure if ill be home tonight ill leave you know its nothing against you just want to do some thinking. Ill leave you know. The kids arnt coming home tonight. I'm sorry. I just feel like your kind of jumping like everything is ok. Phone is dying will text in a little"
Me: I don't understand what you want from me. You want to feel welcome and comfortable and when I do those things and try to be positive about our relationship this is the result.
Her: Didn't realize we were back in a relationship. I told you I don't have a answer but I don't think we should act like nothing has happened either. I feel like your pushing to hard instead of leaving it go how it is so far.
Me: What I said and did last week was stupid and I never really wanted to end it. Even if you don't see us as bf/gf there's still a relationship between us. I understand you don't have an answer but I also can't continually support somebody who isn't more committed. I have noticed and appreciated that things at home are different, that you've been around, that we've talked like old times and I've thanked you for those things. I understand that stuff has happened but right now, with this whole interaction, it seems that how it is now is no different than how it was a couple of weeks ago. I was looking to put in effort to have a different kind of weekend than one where we are separated for most of it.
Me: It's fine thought, if you need time to think then take it. Just remember that I'm still here for you, still doing all I can for you, that after everything that's happened it's still you, and nobody else, that I want.
“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln
