Last night was a good night. We talked and H was in charge of the conversation. He admitted how he really broke his hand a month ago.
What concerns me is that he and OW are came up with a cover story for how he broke his hand. I told H that one of the things that I admire about him is his loyalty to the people that he cares about. It's a great quality that he stands up for and defends people he cares for. Unfortunatly, his care for OW and her child caused him to behave in a fashion that caused his broken hand. I wish he could see how his loyatly to OW is unhealthy and that she's continuously relying on him to come be her so-called hero. I didnt' say anything about it so as not to cause a fight.
We also talked about my mom and it brought me to tears. She has a few things wrong with her (non-life threatening if treated properly) and she's lost A LOT of weight. So, H and I talked about her and as we spoke, I could see the H that I know and love. He really stepped up and was considerate of my feelings and concern for my mom. He really tried to make me feel better about the situation.
H admitted that he's been taking time to really think about what's been going on. H wants to go to C with me again so that we can figure out how to talk to one another. This time, I won't be as emotional because there isn't anything else that I can be shocked over. He keeps telling me that it's not a PA and I believe him. It feels great to communicate with him...especially calmly without being intentionally hurtful.
Fingers crossed.
Me39 H35 M8 T14 Early 5/12 H FB post re: his love for me. End 5/12 H done trying, writes "Dear John" letter 6/12 Wants D, calls ATTY, no file 1/13 Loves me, wants to try, moves home 3/13 Changes mind
