No worry. This is a great outlet and I highly suggest you keep posting your thoughts and feelings. Get them out.
One thing you do know already - the more you talk to him the more it hurts. How long are you going to keep going back and knocking yourself in the head like that? I suggest you stop as it doesn't help you look after you. It keeps your emotions cycling making it harder to detach and do what you need to do. For you and your kids.
Keep posting Lisa.7. Keep doing things for you regardless of what is going on around you.
Take care,
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
