And as much as that idea excites me it also scares me. Because to him it maybe just sex but to me it would mean opening up my heart again. I have to do this slow. I can't afford to get hurt again by him.
But if I tell him that will be get fed up with Persuing me ??? I don't want that either.
Plus that wouldn't make me any better than the OW he is living with now.
Am I right. Ugh. Help !!
Me:43 H:43 T:20 YRS M:15 YRS Bomb: 6/9/08 Bomb#2 7/6/10 Served with papers at work 7/13/10 DD:14, DD:11
