RT, just wanted you to know I read your post. AJ has good reflections on it.
I'm so sorry you have to be going through all this. I'm glad you are able to write out your feelings/emotions here as you have to keep it all together for your sons and yourself without having much time or financial freedom.
Just hang in there, a brighter day is coming.
Me54/H47 '08 H is "done" March '12 H moved out Brink of D, December '12 2014 totally reconciled! ...... "I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal." Jim Conway