LittleWings...we have all been where you are, feeling rejected, hurt, lonely and scared, that is why it is so important to GAL. It is important you do this for your sanity and to detach. You will get better at DB'ing with a good understanding of its principles, which you can learn from reading and re-reading DR, this board and anything other reading material widely recommended here.
There is always hope. Its not over until its over. Keep up your 180's, read, GAL, detach, show H your new positive attitude whenever you get the chance. Be the person he fell in love with and a person only a fool would leave.
