I spoke to my IC today and she told me I'm all about him. She wants me to write him a letter and explain things. His Mum left him and his sister with their Dad when H was the same age as S is now. His grandmother also left his Dad with his Grandfather when he was still young. I think he might of been scared of history repeating itself but if that's the case, then he ultimately made it repeat, except just the man leaving this time. He did have a crappy childhood starting from the age our S is now. I am wondering if this has anything to do with it. I dont know if I should listen to my IC and write him a letter or not. Not only do I not want to worsen our relationship, I don't want to make things worse on him. Everything in me just wants to call him and try to work things out. I know I need to GAL and I know I need to give him space to work things out for himself but it's so damn hard. I just love him so much. I just hate that he has done this to me, to us. I just wish he would wake up and see what he is doing to ALL of us. I know I need to just worry about me and my children right now. I just wish I could help him and be there for him.
M: 29, H: 31 D: 9 S: 8 T: 13 Y M: 9 Y ILYBIDKIILWY 12/09/2012 ~~~~ Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles. ~~~ it Emptys today of its strengths
