So he just called me. I missed the call and phoned him back about 5 mins later. I know that would have pissed him off but yet it's okay for him to not only miss my calls but to not call me back. He was calling to see if I had my car fixed yet. I don't think he really wants to pick us up tomorrow. I told him I can find my own way there but he said no buy made me feel like we are putting him out. He also made sure to "ask himself" where the gym was that he was looking for! As much as I miss him, it's this attitude I do not miss. Makes me wonder why I care so much. I don't deserve to be treated like that. I just don't even know what set him off. Too many cups in my sink? That I may have had friends over? I really just want to message him but i know that wont help me detach. Its starting to feel like that's what he wants... It's like he thrives when he knows I'm upset and emotional. How could he possibly want me to suffer, when I just want him to be happy.
M: 29, H: 31 D: 9 S: 8 T: 13 Y M: 9 Y ILYBIDKIILWY 12/09/2012 ~~~~ Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles. ~~~ it Emptys today of its strengths
