Thank you Jendp, I really appreciate you sharing how you found peace of mind and heart. And I'm glad the GAL works well. It's helping me to know that there's hope for me to find peace in me too in the future.
I am not so good at GAL yet, but I've got ideas and I'm working on some of them (Drawing and working out). I also plan on reading more
You are very right, after all, it's his decision and I can't control it....I never realized that I couldn't "control" my H before this all happened. I used to ask him to do things for me and he did them all....and I took it for granted.... Now, I keep reflecting and I realized how my behavior damaged our relationship....I guess I should stop thinking about this too much at this point, I know I am willing to change for me, him, and our marriage...I just gotta show the action with the proper mind set.... It makes it extra hard to think that he wouldn't give me this one chance....
I'm glad your H called you finally like I said in your post. It's good to know that you feel confident in yourself too, I'm looking forward to get to that stage as well Thanks for letting me know!!
I'm still hoping to hear from my H...Although, I'm not quite sure when it will be.... I don't think I'm mysterious to him at all or would he care.... But... the mean time, like you said, I will take the time as my gift to get to the better me that i want Let's keep each other posted, and I hope we both will be strong and go through this
