hey- just read about you gals getting buff and making more money- i'm gong to try that also. i've lost weight (the good ole misery diet) and need to fill up some skin with muscle-
at the very least in the end i will be fit and healthy and look better.
i'm sorry you both are here- i wish i wasn't either- it's an awful struggle - the ow crappola. i feel stuff very like hate when he's with her and i know it- or i speculate (so, like all the time). it's awful to feel- and philosophically i hate it and know i shouldn't indulge in such destructive emotions. nevertheless- they're there and have to be dealt with.
thank God my h doesn't talk about ow- i'd probably turn into a raving screamer and blow the whole deal. you're truly brave to endure it and keep your silence. i'm sure you're in line for some special award (from someone)....
i can't even stand knowing (she was a friend back in the day) oh well- i'll skip th4e hate and anger fest- it's hard as heck to keep "even". just wanted to say you both should be very proud of your accomplishments so far. . good luck. nero
