Not sure where I belong...STBX has regrets.

[Shelby]

Update.
STBX is here today to see the Girls and work around the house.
When he gets here he asks where the Girls were, I tell him they are still at school they get home in half an hour, he shocks me by asking if I want to have sex !!
I was so shocked. I was speechless. I said that wouldn't be right on so many levels...he is still living with his GF. I said but most if all that wouldn't be right for/to me.
He sat down then and we actually had a conversation. Something he wasn't very good at before. He said again how he misses us. He isn't happy. He is willing to do the work to come back. He realizes his mistakes he made in the marriage.

I told him this would take time and be a lot of work. Work I wanted us to do before he left we would have to so now.

I don't know how things will end yet, if we will give it another try. I hope I gave him some things to think about and consider.

I'll continue sitting back and keeping my eyes open to see if he is really ready to put in the work.

He did give me a kiss right before the girls got home, i didnt stop him. A nice long
kiss. First kiss in years.